I'm totally tired and no one wants to know that, no one care how much pain inside my heart. No one care that i struggle. No one .
I can't understand why them push me like these?!
Someone told me, someday life will get better than this. Then i asked again. When? Because i wait so long and that shit called miracle doesn't happen until today for me. I lost hope. I lost all of them. I lost everyhting to keep me believe that dreams can come true, that life will get better and i lost to believe that my dreams are good enough to be comes true. I just dream a little bit and something big happens, so why dreams always come with shit?!!
I lost everything .